I wonder if He'll come. I think not. He has a competition on Friday, and he can't miss practice because of me.
21:49. I finished the portrait of Mary, Nora, and Becky. I wish John were with them anymore.
01:04. For 3 hours I have been looking at portraits with Him, rereading my diary and remembering our conversation on the way from the concert, so many pleasant memories from one walk.
03:52. Now my tablet has been taken away and I can't look at it. I need to sleep.
Bye, Diary.
Day 20.
Hello, Diary.
Today is November 30, 2068, Wednesday.
On the street -3, Sunny.
12:42. They returned the tablet to me, but they threatened to give it to my mother next time.
13:02. We made tests of the hormonal level and concentration of neurotransmitters. The results confirmed that I had a high level of adrenaline and a low amount of dopamine.
I was prescribed stabilizers again.
14:37. My mother came in and brought my things, she didn't sleep last night and tried to hide it with makeup. Worry about me.
15:01. Yuna called, she and a couple of classmates is going to visit me and will be there by 16: 00.
18: 39. I was not allowed to go out and walk with the people, so we sat in the reception area, they brought many Goodies for me.
The school, during my absence, managed to recruit students to the Council, select a Chapter and hold a disco in honor of this. And tomorrow our class will go on an excursion to Dei lacrimas, the name of which means God's tears. Yuna promised to show the waterfall on a video call.
I wanted to draw Dei lacrimas from life, but it probably won't happen this year.
20:43. He came to me after training and gave me forget-me-nots. I only mentioned it once, but He remembered.
We talked to Him until the time was up, and then continued the conversation through the window of my room. It was getting cold outside, so I told Him to go home, or we'd be in the hospital together.
21:33. * Change password 112668 to 113068. *
22:52. I can't sleep. You need to ask the nurse for sleeping pills.
23:05. They did not want to give me a sedative, they said that they did not have the right to provide medicines without the testimony of the attending doctor, so I had to disturb the psychologist.
Now the medicine is already starting to work.
Bye, Diary.
Day 21.
Hello, Diary.