22:21. * Diary, I didn't tell you about John Lanford, I need to fix this. *
I met him when I was 6 years old. Nora sat with me that day and called John to relieve the boredom, and the three of us walked all day. At that time, he was studying at the sixth stage with his sister. They were in the same class.
Brown hair, gray eyes, and a perpetual smile on his face are all I remember about his appearance.
John always made me laugh with his jokes. He didn't seem to know what sadness was or what it was eaten with. My parents trusted him, so I often stayed with him when they went on business trips. In those days, we played Board games and held various competitions, such as who would eat lunch faster, put away toys, do homework, draw a picture of Nora, or go to sleep. He treated me like his little sister.
He loved rainbows, stars, clouds, cotton candy, chaos theory, and classical music.
John was a dreamer and believed that anything was possible if you put enough effort into it.
I didn't like: noise, coffee, frames and tables.
His favorite saying was: “Rules are necessary in order to break them!”
My brother collected DVDs of movies, and we often watched them at his house, because there was no player at home.
After graduation, my sister and John took a compatibility test, which was 96%. They asked their parents for permission to marry, and they all agreed.
So John became my real brother.
Then they had baby Mary. We all loved her. John qualified as a philosopher and started working, after which they bought an apartment.
Nora was very happy, and the cutie gradually grew up, receiving all the attention from loving parents.
So a year passed, then a second, then a third.
In the summer, they went with their family to the ocean; Nora called every day and sent us a sea of photos.
Then the 4th year of their life together flew by, and the 5th came, after which John suddenly moved.
The last time I saw him was on November 4, 2067, when he carried his daughter in his arms all day and only let her go when the baby fell asleep.
And 3 days after that, it became known that he killed himself.
* End of Dating. *
Now, remembering the pleasant moments spent with my brother, I felt sad, I need to calm down and go to bed.
Bye, Diary.
Day 27.
Hello, Diary.
Today is December 10, 2068, Saturday.