Anya's diary was full of similar entries. Jurgen has disappeared from the horizon of her attention for 11 years already. Yes, social networks continued to remind of him, updates appeared regularly, but Anya did not believe that Jurgen was doing it himself. It is possible that his parents or sisters promoted his profile so that no one would find out about what happened. Anya was sure that he was dead. Under mysterious circumstances. Disappeared.
And now, there, in the distant Neverland-Burgundy, he writes letters to her, these small notes, which later are published by his parents on his pages. Jurgen was everything to her. The whole world, the love of her whole life, the first and last man who visited not only her life, but also her soul.
Jurgen was mythical, fabulous, warm, relaxed as much as possible. Since he was a poet and artist. He wrote poetry, paintings and his drawings were always saturated with such pain, the pain of Romeo, who was separated from his Juliet.
Anya could not forgive herself that then 11 years ago, she left Prague – without asking him if he was letting her go. Anya's father died, she wanted to return home, to Ukraine, to that city by the sea, in which she grew up, grew up next to her beloved father.
She wanted to pick up a handful of land in her hands, her native land. Jurgen stayed in Prague, bright, handsome, young, he had to continue to live. Now – if she had not let him go then – she would have suffered very cruelly.
But did she let go ?? The very next year, in 3011, she sensed something was wrong.
They were bells, bells that signaled that Jurgen might already be dead.
That photo is strange, like a dead one … then words, like a farewell ....
She didn't know what to do. I looked for ways to contact him, but he did not answer.
Then there was relief, he suddenly replied. He wrote: "Hello, I'm fine, I'm glad you, your letter, how are you."
Anya fluttered like a butterfly, it was pure euphoria! Jurgen is alive, alive!
But after some time, vague doubts began to creep into her heart again. Is he alive? And does he answer her messages?
Anya hoped to return to Prague soon, at first, but the years passed, and the relevance of such a move diminished more and more.
Anya recovered greatly, grew thin, and even somehow hunched over a little. Her love was far away, so far away that she could not reach … And this made her an extremely unhappy person. As time went on, Anya turned thirty-five.