Now I am imprisoned in a cage,
And I could be in velvet fetters.
But, alas, you are not so merciful, lady,
And you have given me only iron fetters.
Dreams are dreams, and the reality is
That I am destined to be in this world
Only as your faithful sweet slave,
But not as your beloved soul.
Spring 2018
Forgive me, my love,
I have tried more than once to forget
Everything that was between us,
But I don't have the strength to do it.
With you, I have become not myself —
I have become softer and more vulnerable
The masks that I have worn for so
Long have all come off at once.
My pride is my mate,
It has become not a destiny with you,
Because only you alone have managed
To see the truth in me.
Forgive me for my selfishness,
For not being so patient.
But I am besotted with you,
Your beautiful soul.
Spring 2018
My love for you is strong,
But you couldn't accept it.
And dying again and again —
I pray, for once don't push me away.
I have told you more than once
That I am ready to ruin myself,
That I am ready to give everything
For one of your warm looks.
I remember your lips touching,
I remember your playful hands,
Alas, not wanting me.
Is this the end for me?
The fire of hope will not fade,
Faith in faith will not lose,
Because I am sure of one thing —
A little, but I was loved.