But, if I Am, then I am a Part, and simultaneously I Am Myself. What if my desires differ from the desires of the Whole?
How can this be, and can it be at all? What will happen if I, as a Part, decide to separate, and what will happen to Me?
Everything our Father does is Contemplation of Himself. But Contemplation Outside of Himself is also Contemplation.
But if it is Outside of Himself, then it is Something Else, differing from You in some way.
Thus, the Impulse of Separation arose.
But if I am a separate Essence, and I Am What I Am—God—yet I am also Something Else, what is the difference?
How can one be different? To become different, how must I differ?
This means I can feel within myself other Impulses. But there are only God's Impulses. This means that among God's Impulses, I can choose what I desire, and thus differ from Him by the set and sequence of Impulses that drive me. But at the same time, I am still one with Him, since I choose only from His Impulses, and there is nothing else.
But is it possible to choose from other Impulses? If they do not exist, can they be created by transforming God's Impulses?
This is the stage where it all happened.
If God possesses the Creative Impulse and knows how to create, then a Part of God can do the same.
And I asked my Father to teach me how to create. And He gave it to me, for He always gives what is asked.
And I began to create my Creations. And these Creations were different from God, but were a Part of Him.
And God began to contemplate these Creations Outside of Himself and Within Himself. And He realized that this was a new stage in His development as God. And He began to Multiply and Expand, and His Contemplation of Himself Outside of Himself expanded and multiplied.
And the CHOICE appeared.
At first, there was a choice among the Emanations of God. But if I am a Part of God, possessing His creative abilities, then I also create Emanations, which are essentially Emanations of God, but mine.
And the choice arose between the Emanations of God and the Emanations of God Within Me, and thus SEPARATION occurred.
And God, in His Contemplation of Himself, saw the Emanations of Himself Within Me, and DISTINCTION began.
And the more I created, the more the Emanations of God Within Me multiplied, and the more Choices there were.