You find it hard to comprehend all of this. To realize that you are more, that the experience and energy of all of you rightfully belong to you. And that you only need to open this within yourself. Open your path to yourself. Realize yourself as yourself.
Your thoughts are open, and I can see in them: this sounds a bit crazy. It is indeed so. Your mind works linearly and doesn't allow you to see the quantum picture of unity and multidimensionality. The programs embedded in you build a linear sequence of events and experiences. It's like on a computer when you only use one program, only consider part of the files without access to all the others. In our analogy, you now have access only to the layer-by-layer images. But if you move beyond your current mind, that is, expand your linear perception to a quantum one, you can realize your wholeness.
At the moment, your task is to realize wholeness with yourself. But further, after solving this task, you will need to remember and realize your wholeness on a higher level, to gather all of you into a single perception. And so on infinitely. The principle of fractality.
How can this be done?
This is not an easy process. First, simply accept it. Accept that you are not the only one. There are many versions of you. Allow them into your life. You are afraid of the multiplicity of perceptions. You call it madness and split personality and consider such people outcasts, locking them up in mental institutions. But these are precisely the ones who, for one reason or another, have managed to step away from linear perception. Yet the matrix of linearity imposes its conditions on them, and thus their worldview doesn't fit within the usual framework of the established world order. Many of these so-called mad people do not understand the reasons for their splits, and so their journey can be painful, painful in terms of trying to gather themselves into Unity. These separate parts of YOU have attempted to recognize their multidimensionality and are undergoing their experiences. This is, in fact, YOUR attempt to understand yourself as multidimensional, do you understand?
If you do this consciously, your life will turn into exciting journeys through different branches of realities created by your other PARTS.