After the trip, I told my friend how I felt during my first dive, like I was a part of everything.
"It was something," I shared. "I was everything and everywhere at once." She gently replied, "You were home."
I hadn't met the whale at that time yet, but the image of this great creature had already taken root in my heart, like an inspiring blue dream—enticing and unexplored. The whale became a symbol of something deeper, almost an embodiment of my connection with the world, with the ocean, with eternity.
Years passed, and I continued my journey, sometimes overcoming the harshest conditions to become confident in the water, and later, a professional dive search-and-rescue specialist, and dive instructor. One day, my friend and I came to the conclusion that perhaps my entire path in diving wasn't so much about becoming a master in this craft, but more about preparing for the meeting with my blue whale. All of this was necessary so that, having gained confidence through experience and skills, I could truly enjoy witnessing its presence and majesty in the depths of the water when we finally meet. But one day, I realized that my blue dream symbolized meeting myself, the depths of my soul, and those parts of me that had yet to be fully revealed. It wasn't so much the mind's desire to see whales, but the soul's yearning for harmony and unity with nature, the ocean, and the whole world. In this search, I was looking for inner clarity, peace, and connection with higher forces. One day, in silence, when I see this giant, it will not just be a meeting, but a merging with something deeper and limitless. A breath in – and I become part of the ocean, a new facet of my multidimensional consciousness unfolding in every moment. And again, a breath in – and I am no longer a separate element, but an irreplaceable, inseparable part of everything that exists, connected with the endless flow of life.
The blue dream tends to slip away from the matrix mind. It lies beyond the usual concepts, where love and dreams merge, and it becomes difficult to distinguish what we truly desire. For sometimes, true desires are not those that we are conscious of, but those that lie beyond ordinary perception, in a realm beyond limited thinking. They exist, but we are not always ready to see them. However, as soon as we open our hearts, release conditioned desires and attachments, and become the observing Observer, the impulses of light begin to emerge – true dreams that are already a part of us. These desires not only point the way for “outer” experience but also open the path of transformation on a deep level of consciousness. Our true dreams are beacons that, through their impulses of light, guide us to self-knowledge, helping us return to our true "