«An unaffordable luxury!» I said in response for some reason, while I kept looking at Roman, who kept looking at me from the back of the hall.
«When do you plan to…» the Guardian didn’t finish the question.
«As soon as possible!» I cut him off with a look and forced myself to go up to Roman.
He smiled. There was something strange about his smile. Already known to me, but quite probably unknown to him. I turned my gaze to the table, inviting him to sit down.
And so we found ourselves across from each other at a tiny table of the coffee space nearby the bookcase, which contained also my «Book of Black and White Magic».
In the reigning uproar of the break, there was suddenly a deafening silence. For two of us.
We fell out of context, scanning each other with eyes. Outwardly, Roman hadn’t changed at all, although we hadn’t seen each other for… how many years?
«Happy New Year!» I breathed out and thought, «How did you end up here, darling?»
«You called me, darling, and I came!» Roman uttered obvious nonsense, in my opinion, unexpectedly and unconditionally switching to «darling» (perhaps mirroring my mental appeal to him), and then, nodding at the bookcase, he calmly added, «You will teach me magic, Alice.»
I looked at him and understood nothing.
«How could he know that I am here? Oh, yes… I said on TV I would hold literary parties in the Mansion. Roman watched that show, and the Museum posted invitation on their website. But why didn’t he call? Didn’t write me via WhatsApp? Didn’t make an appointment somewhere else? In an ordinary cafe? Didn’t invite me for a walk in the park or down the same Tverskaya to the Kremlin, if he really wanted to see me? And why on earth did he suddenly decide to do magic?!»
«I told you, I’m just a child in magic,» Roman quoted himself. «It’s the perfect place to learn such arts, isn’t it? The time is the best, Christmas time. I’ve even got a magic notebook. And a pen. To record your lectures. So, do you agree?»
His palms hovered in the air right above mine.
From overexertion or stuffiness in the tiny space of the museum, I began to feel dizzy, and I instantly removed my hands from the table and squeezed my head with them.
The bell rang, the break was over. Or was it the Devil’s trill?
The Guardian of the Portal gave me a sign.